Welcome to this blog. I was in search of ‘Who am I’, a word that put inside me by spiritual teachers of mankind. It is interesting to note that for centuries, people have been fooled by these spiritual teachers. I too had been fooled by them. It is my good luck that now I stand out of this merry go round endless be-fooled circle of spiritualism. Now, I want to share what I have found after the end of this endless circle.
When I was fourteen years old, I asked my father, ‘Where from this whole universe came into existence?’ The answer of my father was not satisfactory. However, my search for this answer had been started. At that time, I had no clue to know that this mere search is the main impediment in getting the truth.
During this journey, I read many books on this topic. I started doing experiments and techniques prescribed in those books. As I was living in a society so I had to pursue a career that would provide enough bucks to buy the basic necessities of my life. I did three courses related to medical profession. However, my mind was not in them. My main focus was to find what is basic. What is truth and who am I? Where from this whole universe came into existence?
It is interesting to note that all these questions came from outside and had been disturbing me. I did not know how and when these questions attacked and lurked inside me. When I was thirty-five years old, something weird happened to me and suddenly, I was separate from my body and mind. I was witness to my body and mind.
At that moment, I thought that all problems of my life have been solved because I did not remain indulge with problems but had become a witness of them. As I was self- employed, so my life had been running smoothly but I was not satisfied with this enlightenment where I was witness to all the activities of my life including my body and mind. A doubt was following me constantly like a shadow. I considered myself enlightened, nothingness and witness but what is this witness?
I had an answer to this question. Once a disciple asked his master, ‘What is witness?’ Master answered, ‘It is a mystery. We cannot explore it,’ So I was witness and I had an answer but I could not explore it. I want to know what actually it is. It was a mystery for me. So my search was still present where it was started when I was fourteen years old.
I had so many answers to so many questions of life but new questions had been erupted from those new answers. I was in an endless merry go round circle of search. It is very interesting to note that most spiritual teachers of mankind had been in it and now have been living this mystery. They don’t know what this mystery is. They consider this mystery the ultimate truth but they don’t know what this ultimate truth is.
When I was thirty- nine years old, again something weird hit me like a lightning and whole truth was in front of me. My search ended. Circle completed and I found myself where I had started my search journey. In past, when I was living as witness to my life, I considered myself enlightened. However, the interesting thing was that the whole concept of enlightenment had been put inside me from the outside.
When my search ended, the whole concept of spiritual enlightenment disappeared. Now for me, there is no such thing as spiritual enlightenment what great spiritual teachers of mankind have been preaching for centuries. They have been fooling themselves and others for centuries. Now I want to share what I have found. So I started my blog ‘powerof5senses.com’ to unfold the mysteries of enlightenment with unconventional facts and ideas.
I call this natural enlightenment if somebody wants to give it a name. Now I am out of that merry go round of spiritual enlightenment. A complete new realm of truth is in front of me. I want to share it with you. All my illusions have been disappeared.
Now when I close my eyes, the presence of my body disappears for me but I remain there to know it. If no thought is there then only existence remains there and I don’t know what it is because thoughts are not there to say something about it. When I open my eyes, everything is there.
I am nothingness and everything related to existence is there. Everything becomes automatic. I comes and goes automatically. I am just like a puppet in the hands of nature.
At one level, I am in a mysterious state of being and at the other level, I know what it is. On mind level, I know what it is but when mind disappears, I don’t know what it is because we have only one instrument to know about things that is our mind.
It is not a secret magic. It is a magic of our 5 senses. It has changed every definition of my life like what is spirit, what is soul, what is mind, what is consciousness and other many things.
If you want to know everything then please read my blog and try to read every post.
I have been married to my wife, Swapnil for thirteen years. We have one son, Viveksheel. I am from India and now live with my family in Calgary Canada as permanent resident.
In my free time, I enjoy reading and writing. I never feel bored. Now in my case, I am just a physical organism pulsating with full energy and life. All questions of my life have been disappeared and my search for ‘who am I’ too has been vanish away.
Now what I left with I don’t know what it is and I have no questions for it. Everything is present where it was present when I was fourteen years old. Only difference is that at that time, I had questions and questions and I was in search and now I have no questions and I am out of search.
So come with me on this new and excited journey of enlightenment and read my blog ‘powerof5senses.com’ to explore the mysteries of enlightenment with unconventional facts and ideas. This site is for all curious and remarkable people who want to go deep into hidden mysteries of life.
Note: If someone thinks that he has acquired his final destination of life that is spiritual enlightenment then this site is very important for him. It will push him one step further where a completely new realm of life will emerge.
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